Yes, I'm alive

Yes I know I'm a shitty blogger but sometimes life comes first.

I'll try and do better. So what has happened?

Me and A are still not using the labels to describe whatever it is we are and I honestly don't care. We have lots of fun together, I like him and I know that he likes me so what's gonna change just cause we decide we're officially a couple? Nothing, that's what. So I'm sticking to calling him Mr Maybe. That's what I'm making everyone call him instead of my boyfriend. Apparently he is not telling his friends this cause more than one of them has used the girlfriend label on me. But I do think I've stopped panicking about it. That's gotta count for something, right??

Another plus for Mr Maybe is that I really like his family. Yes, despite us not using the labels I have met his parents...more than once actually...first time was on valentines day...yes we are weird and doing everything in the wrong order, I know this. Anyway, they're really sweet and they had us over for easter. His mom fed us delicious food and his dad made sure we drank way to much wine and champagne and it was just a really good time. I really miss my own family so being able to get along so well with his is just so good.

I have also started going on dates. No, of course not that kind of dates. What I mean is friend dates. Yes, there is such a thing and it is great! I decided I needed to meet some new people that I didn't meet through A so I found this website where people like me who are new in London can join and meet people just like me who is just after making some new friends. Might sound a bit weird but if people can do internet dating with the opposite sex then I can go on friend dates. I met this one girl on sunday for a coffee and had a really good time. Tomorrow I'm meeting another girl for drinks after work. I need to have my own friends that have nothing to do with A otherwise I'm gonna go bonkers. Really really miss my friends that I left back home as well. Don't know what u got til u aint got it no more. Except that's not true, I knew before moving that what I had is more than good.

With high hopes of a new update within a few days. Hopefully I have some news to share by then. Never know who is reading so I'd rather wait with telling just now. Fingers crossed people!